Well . biasanya aku akan balik pukul 4 pagi dari Klang unuk balik ke Melaka . Ntah camner aku rasa sangat ngantuk so aku tido jerk la dulu . Dengan harapan kul 8 pagi leyh bertolak . Then .. terbabas tido . Kul 12:30 aku bertolak . Sempat g Sekolah just nk jumpa mak aku . Cium tangan mintak restu dan terus merempit ke Melaka .

Smpai kul 2:30 . Kul 3 smpai kelas En Suhaizan . Tiba2x . keajaiban berlaku . Kelas dia mmg start kul 3 . Patutnyer kul 2- 4 tapi sbb dier jadi interviewer pada bakal staff kt UTeM niey .. so .. start la lambat .. Dengar lecture psl CSS ngan XML . After lecture dh abis . dan submit the web programming proposal . I ask some question bout security in XML .

After he explains about 10 minutes (melibatkan encyryption , using SSL and method ape ntah satu lagik ) .. he can see my dahi berkerut .. trying to understand something that somewhat hard for diploma level . and he saw me struggling to understand everything .. tah camner .. dier leyh cakap ayat nie ..

“Relax .. Pelan – pelan kayuh .. ”

i smiled .. and say thanks to him .. BTW he is the ” Head of Software Engineering Dept. ” .. x kedekut ilmu pon .. and really open minded ..

After a while .. it made me thought bout the word he said ..

“Pelan – pelan kayuh ” ..

I never realised .. bout that … baru aku sedar dh lama aku struggle .. dalam kerjaya . relationship .. menyeksa minda dan badan . I work .. I learn new things at my workplace . Everyday I’m going to that office .. I learn smething new . When I knew someone via YM or FS . I learn something new bout human . Feelings .

Am I gonna stop here ?

No WAY !

But I do need some peace of mind .. vacation maybe .. dh lame x baring atas rumput .. tengok langit yang biru .. sekali sekala .. asyik2x tengok coding jerk . mana leyh tahan ..

Thanks to Mr Hj Suhaizan Sulong .. for that word . Now I do know I need some space .. hehe ..