In the name of Allah .. the most gracious .. the most merciful
rite now ..
i feel so insecured ..
that i’m gonna lose my gf ..

4 today ..
i’m done sumthing incredibly genius (in my own opinion) but it was actually an IDIOT action ..

to whom it may concern .. I’m sry .. I will never disturb u again .. n again .. n again ..

but plz .. understand me .. i’m just a man who comited with my relationship ..
I love her ..
I dont want to lose her ..
All I do is to make my relationship better and not to make it more worse  ..

Itz difficult to have sum1 that doesn’t understand you ..
It’z damn difficult ..

and rite now  ..
i only have one option ..
just give her freedom .. she can do whatever she wants ..
but actually .. i just lying to myself ..
and i’m gonna spoil her for give her the freedom that she wants ..
n it make me sick ..

hopefully .. i can overcome far more greater obstacles than this .n my relationship between me  n her ..
will be last  forever ..

amin ..